Just thought about the strange happenings through my life and yes, I'm a specialized flamethrower. Or a more cuter analogy would be some sort of porcupine. Strangely enough, I've also married a porcupine of sorts. It's a shame I care so little nowadays, I used to be so happy (well more like ignorant). But really deep inside, it slowly gnaws at my inner being.
I really hate having a facade but being true to oneself can cause hurt to others. There are so many situations where things just can't fix itself by a simple outburst of the truth. Feelings are such flimsy things. And I've never been good with conflict resolution.
I guess that's why I like gaming so much nowadays. The most people can do to you is beat you in a game and taunt you. So much simpler. And being online, you can choose just to walk away if it's too much. You feel safer because of the annonymity, and you could always just start over. Well most of the time...
Going to switch to some work now...
1 comment:
love u beez. great to hear u share so openly and honestly ^_^
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